Ruzaini, Along, Jai, i think kojai pun ada.. and sayang

Many names been called but only one reference that i would put on him. And that is Sayang. Just like any other relationships, some would prefer to be called mama, or papa, or Ling, or wa and etc... But i stick with only one, 'sayang', because it means alot to me. Sayang is describe as your feelings towards another person. But how come i don's use other names to called my loved ones? It is because, when i use the word 'sayang', i feel the intense feeling of 'love' when i call him. I feel the connection between me and him and that is what matters. That is why i call him sayang. Of course other certain people that i hear calling their loved ones 'sayang' is kinda yucky, but when you yourself experience it, you yourself would realize the feeling that grows in it. But not to the extent where when you said it, your other half would make yucky faces towards you.

Anyway, my finals are coming. Another 4 more weeks. Damn.. :P Ita been raining ever since. Everytime i wash the car, it always rains tomorrow, or at night. So therefore, i'll wash the car when it gets really dirty. I always wash the car on weekends but seemingly that it always rains on weekends. Then i have to delay it till.... wash it when the time is right. Really need to have a cleaning on it. *sigh*...

Its been a year and 5 month since that incident happen. Why am i writing this, its because it is part of my life, and i want to show the world that even though when you are at your lowest wits, there are benefits and opportunity that would come knocking on your door. I did. I met a BETTER man. Who accepts me the way i am, who cherished my inner beauty instead of physical appearence, who farts together with me.. hahahaha and etc... And yea, i have a whole set of future coming right at me. I am happy :)

So anyway, just like those names and names and names that i was talking about. Me too have several names being called. Rianah, Dayang, Mazrianah, Deekay and Baby. :) My sayang calls me Baby. Because i'm his baby :)

I LOVE YOU JAI!!!! HEEEEEEEEEEEE xD

So stay tune..
Deekay