Nothing is what is seems

Sometimes in life, nothing is what it seems naturally. Things come and they go. Nothing stays permanent. The only thing that stays permanent are the scars made from past experience. :)

sometimes we just have to endure things on its own. A permanent person, that will always be there for you when you need them, could give you strength and the will to move on, instead of problems that they might create.

The Person that i am referring to is Jai. Before i met him, there were countless of measurements of undecent things that has occurred to me. From heart breaks, to liars, and etc... I've learned alot from jai. He taught me alot of things that in reality i my self was unaware of the existence of it. He taught me the art of appreciation, forgiveness and lay low in life. Because, dunia hanyala sementara, akhirat tu selama lamanya. My personality changed a bit, but a lil bit of 'that' attitude still core exist in me. I still find dancing quite enjoyable for me. :)

Owing goodness to some friends are still due. However, if there are no constant connection or communication how will it be done? If they keep on thinking that i am the one who should constantly see them, then what's the point of being friends with them if i keep on wasting oil money, and my time while they just sit quietly? So the best way is, i am happy with someone who could cooperate with me. :)

( KENAPA AKU JAK YG KENA SELALU PERGI SANA? )
Why not them? Before i got a car, i took the bus. The only time they went to my place is when they are sending me back. Hard la like this.

Anyway, experience makes you wiser. And the things that you thought would stay forever, well.. let's just say that, some do... :) and some... don't.

So till then,
Deekay :)