28 Jan 2010, Thursday 10.25 P.M

28 Jan 2010, Thursday
10.25 P.M

Its almost midnight, and I seem to be lost in my own very little world, by being alone in my room. I am missing that boy so much. A boy named Muhammad Ruzaini Haron. You have no idea how much I love him and how much I miss him badly.

Been doing my work since 8 p.m. Took a break for nearly half an hour due to the “ mengantuk-ness” attack. And continued back my work. During my break time was the time of feeling solitude. Alone in my house, Housemates all gone to a movie, and I’m the only one stuck in at home doing my work, studies and my preparation for next week presentation. How ‘ lively my life is ‘ . sigh~

Anyway, really thought that he could call me right now. But then I remembered that he was out of credit by calling me these afternoon. Saaaad. At least I got the chance to tell him that I missed him so much.. xD.. yay!!

He got his seafarer card and his medical check up done. So now he’s just on the preparation to go for his seafarer training in Terengganu. That’s a week ok. Well at least he is still on land right? Hehhe..

After a week of training, he is just waiting for a call to go. Haih~ missing him baaaadly.. 

What will I become when he’s gone for 6 month or soo?? I’m gonna be alright..  gonna show him that I’m growing up while he’s gone.  Gonna surprise him when he’s back to Malaysia. Yay!!! Gonna make use of his time here in Malaysia before he’s off to sea.

Lotsa woooorrrrkkk!!! Tension!! I can do it!! Yea!!! Hehehehe

10.33 p.m