KOTA KINABALU

What have i been doing so far since i come home from KL.

Played games.... games... and mooooore games.

The sims 3, with the late night expansion pack.

Install and play Unreal Tournament

Install and play PainKiller Redemption

Install and play I'm not alone Horror game (Ada mcm diablo sikit ni game plot dia)

Install and play Death rising

Read manga. Watch Manga.

Cook and Bake.

Went out a few times only. Told you i malas mau keluar once i'm back in kk.

Watched the london OLYMPIC 2012. Layan betul ni benda. Because i was a former athlete.

Supporting my favorite rhythmic gymnastics Evgenia Kanaeva, and i'm glad She WON!! She is the first woman to win RG for 2 consecutive olympic and also to defend her title. She is awesome!! I hope she still joins RG in the next Olympic that is going to be held in Rio (Brazil).

Planning to go to Rio Brazil for the Olympics in 2016.

The closing ceremony of the London Olympics are awesome!! I get to see my favorite girl band The Spice Girls when i was little to perform xD!!

Gayut gayut gayut gayut. Free kan kalau i call and sms si Sayang Jai from 12 A.M to 6.00 P.M. Digi easy prepaid :D

Will be buying more games for my lappy. haih... :D

Raya Raya.. I love you!

Till then,

Stay Tuned

:D

The 5 years of studying in UITM

Alhamdullillah, result is out today. And i am so happy that i have graduated my degree with a second class upper. Thank you Allah S.W.T for helping me throughout my degree journey. Alhamdullillah, keberkatan bulan ramadhan tahun ini membawa makna yang sangat mendalam. Ya Allah, saya amat bersyukur ke atas ilahi yang engkau berikan. Alhamdullillah, today is the most happiest moment in my life.



In those 5 years of studying in UITM, There are ups and downs. If you give me a scale i would rate it like the ocean wave. Its not stable. There are top moments, and there are down moments. During both moments, Allah S.W.T made us feel and experience those things. Through that, we also learn something about ourselves.

Alahamdullillah. Mom.. Dad.. your daughter just graduated with beautiful colors. I made one heck of a proud daughter eyh?? hehehe.. Thanks to both of you, for pushing me forward and also supporting me all the way. I love you guys so much!!!

November.. here i come for my graduation. :D

All my hard work and tears finally paid off. :')

Ramadhan :)

Selamat menyambut Bulan Ramdhan yang penuh berkat dan rezeki. MaiGaaaad. I'm still cooped up about me finishing my degree. I'm a 23 year old babe with a Bachelor's honors degree. Cool huh. Prolly around 27 i'll have my masters then. And no, i'm not gonna do it in UITM. Please even i need to take a break from UITM. 5 years of studying in UITM, that is freakin' boring ok. Going back to kk this 25th of JULY 2012. Gonna be there for a month and 5 days. After that i'm off working here in kl. Account Executive sounds ok to you? Well i'm just trying to find some experience in every field of department that exists in every company. Like they say, the wider your experience in every type of job, the better the chances are for you to be hired in the higher level management. Giving decisions that is.
My dream job. :) being the ones to pull the strings :)

Alhamdullillah every interview i went is working out really good. :)

The end of a student life

I just finished my degree today!!! Ohh maaaiii.. 20 years of being a student. My last paper was management of change. It was really mind boggling. But so far i can handle it. Alhamudllillah. Segala urusan menjadi seorang student telah pun selesai. Master?? No la, retire kejap. I want to rest my brain. Penat sudah belajar. :) so now i'm gonna focus on working. Oh yea~ Yesterday i celebrated Jai's birthday in advance. Hehehe.. I bought him a love shape birthday ice cream cake from Baskin Robbins :) It was really Nice!!! Can't celebrate his birthday on the 29th. Because i'll be in KK during that time. My God!!! Ramadhan is near!!! This year would a memorable year for me. :) Anyway, will upload some birthday cake pictures!!! :) Can't wait for graduation!!! yea!!!

Nisfu Sya'ban

Tomorrow is Nisfu Sya'ban. Hari dimana buku catatan amalan seluruh umat manusia dibawa naik dan di kira akan amalan yang mereka buat selama setahun. Every year buku amalan manusia diangkat naik untuk di kira amalannya, dan disitu jgk manusia diberi buku catatan amalan yang baru. Every 15 Sya'ban sebaik sahaja waktu maghrib. So elok la berpuasa dan membaca yasin sebanyak 3 kali :)

Today i am fasting. Paying back the Puasa last year. Jai will also be fasting tomorrow for the Nisfu Sya'ban.. :)

And tomorrow also is my job interview. I hope everything goes well. :) My sister said just go for any interview. From then on you can compare the salaries from each company and compare the working environment too. After that you can just choose! :)

I'm really happy for Jai. Its his rezeki to get a really good job even when he is doing his diploma. Tengok la course apa dia ambil. Occupational safety and Health. He got a job as a safety and health site supervisor with a really big salary, for starters. Insyallah, if everything goes well, the 'PLAN' will go on smoothly. As Jai is practically already a family member. :)

I'm so tempted to get that Samsung SIII. I should have sold that ip4 and my Samsung SL (Ini SL ni limited edition punya don't play play ahhh). But, knowing that IP5 is coming out at the end of the year, Patient is a virtue, and it is running thin. And let's say I've confirm to work on the 2nd of September, Then i will be getting that IP5 instead.. :)

Final paper this Saturday, then on Tuesday, and the last one is on Sunday. I don't know why am i being so nervous for this SAD (System Analysis & Design) Paper. Prolly its my weak spot. :(

Wish me luck!!! xD

Gonna be working soon

My life is full of mysteries and complications. I guess that is what makes me strong to face reality when I'm working soon. Been to many many and countless interviews. My sister told me to go into any interview that i can find in order to build up the experiences i need. I guess she's right. Each and every interview i experienced has its own expectations. You just let your mouth be the miracle persuasive talker. In which i am not gonna deny that i am really good at it. And from the first interview till the current ones, they will all say the same thing, "Your English is so American, did you grow up there?" Ahh.. never missed out on that one. Well truth be told, My Original English sounded more like a classic Britain slang, till I was being suffocated with how many English talking Americans in Semenanjung is. Honestly, they all sounded like English melayu. pfffffttt.. Too bad, They may look up stream and wow, honestly, please, at least learn some grammar before you speak your so called American Slang. Who puts an 's' 'are' 'is' in each and every sentence? Well, put it in the wrong place of phrase that is.

Two and a half more weeks left till i completely graduated from my degree. Its kinda sad that this past two weeks is my final days of walking around the campus, classes... in which it stopped last week, assignments, reports, projects, presentations, tests, quizzes you name it, I will miss everything. A harsh world being a student. 16 years of being a student, minus the kindergarten part. Kinda feel amazed that we spent half our lives being a student. Gonna be hitting the jack pot soon huh. I mean working. God i feel old.

There are new students here in campus, well not exactly new, but returning diploma students. The 'Asasi' students are new. Fresh from high school. So, here we Degree students are going for our finals, and there they are just starting to have classes and small assignments, starting to complain of the workload and etc etc etc... Hellooooooo, have you tried being a degree student? A final year that is. Its always critical thinking in any assignments, quizzes and tests. Well, I've always wondered why UiTM workloads are much heavier then any institutions there is in Malaysia. Have you tried

Monday: 2 50% tests that falls under the same date as your submission project report. All different Subject.

Tuesday: 3 Quizzes all 20% and a report and presentation due on the same day. All different subjects.

Wednesday: Presentation practical system and research thesis to submit.

Thursday: Another Tests and a assignment report to submit.

Friday: No class, but still have upcoming assignments, reports, projects to submit the following week.

Its mental I tell ya. Assignments will start the third week of the starting semester. So, will you be able to tell how we survive through that hell load every week? If you have a great lecturer, yea maybe she or he will not try and destroy you though assignments and unnecessary quizzes and tests.

My final paper starts this Saturday on the 30th of July 2012. Really need some booze to lighten up the head. But happily I'm not drinking anymore. It feels good actually. :) You feel like every time you pray, those prayers are accepted by God. Wallahualam. amin~ :)

Can't wait for Olympics! Can't wait to see my favorite rhythmic gymnasts Evgenia Kanaeva from RUSSIA! She is awesome!!! And I kinda regret stopping rhythmic gymnast. Its kinda sad for me. :(

Anyhow,

Good night peepols!!!

A special Song

I'm really happy. Really happy to be born into this world, and happy to have met someone who love me the way i am. Be faithful to me and is proud to be with me. :) First time, in all my life, this one special song made jai's tears to roll on his face. Because that song was the first song he listens to when he first came to know me, until me were officially together. I too was also overwhelmed with joy and happiness. Tears rolled out from my eyes. The moment when you are hugging your most loved one with tears of joy, is the moment that captures my whole feelings and emotions. The feeling that you feel where you are very happy and comfortable with the person you are with. That was heaven on earth for me. :)

Singapore :) Pictha's :D

EXPRESS TICKET :)

Beetlejuice was actually playing with my hair before the camera snap us. And he wanted to put Eisyraff inside the dustbin. Hahaha

Roasted Beef Sandwhich.. :) Jai thought it was a burger.

Birthday cake flavor star dots Ice Cream!!! nyuummmm

Yes.. 'The' Globe..

The staff at the Candilious shop said that the candy hanging by the false tree is REAL and they are selling it for $150 Sing. I was like "Amazed". haha

Rode it with the sister. Laughing non stop. Yang biru best. Because kaki berjuntai. hihi :)
I can't put any other pictures. Because i'm not allowed to. 0___0 Because its private. So, these will do just fine. :) Singapore was also freakin' Hot!!! When i got back to Malaysia, i look like i got a tan. Terus pg buat facial and spa. hahaha..

Singapore is AWESOME!!

Universal Studio is waaaaaaaaaaaay awesome. Went on the transformers ride. I think is the best ride in universal as compared to the other ride. hihihi.. Will upload pictures sooooooon :). Went with the family though. The niece and nephews were also excited when we were going to Universal Studio. About 500 Meters from Universal Studio you could see far far away Castle. Although it is not that 100 percent like the ones in the states, but it still pretty darn good. :) It was a 5 days 4 night stay. Stayed at the Elizabeth hotel. Drove from KL to Singapore. Upload pictures soon!!!

Controversial

Today i'm gonna write a very controversial story about myself.

When i started wearing the tudung (Hijab), from then on i get alot of positive reactions towards me. Before wearing the tudung, dengan muka cina kopek aku lg, seriously, those Malay muslim people tend to have this typical stereotype about girls like me. And they tend to give you those negative impression and layanan yg agak teruk. Seriously, i have experience all these discrimination towards me. But when i started wearing the tudung, alhamdullillah, i get to see a better side of me that i myself were not aware of the qualities that i had. And so, i get better positive reaction, better layanan, especially when you go to any cafe, you'll discounts and sometimes cheaper things too.. :)

However, to change the way i am right now takes alot of strength, commitment and support. You want to know why? I was like the devil back then. I drink, i got wasted, i took weed (Biasa la time budak kan), some X, and some of that. I was a bad bitch last time compared to those present wanna be bitches that i see kononnya kaki clubbing, minum la apa la. Well, now its the opposite. Really, really opposite. When i was bad, i view some of those tudung people as those bitches that are so skema, boring, alim la kunun, because the way they stare a me was like, wooooaaahhh!! but now, i am that tudung people, and the way i view those bitches that kununnya hebat la go clubbing and all, is a mere wannabe. Poser. From that point on, i became scared of revealing my skin (Aurat), my cleavage Size 38E Boobs (;P) hahaha and my body. You want to know why? hukuman Allah S.W.T sangat menakutkan to those that reveal their body besides their husbands. Yeah i know, last time i was like, what the crap is this? But as i go on, with a lot of support from My one and only boyfriend, soon to be my husband, Jai :), He is the one that change everything from that! to where i am right now. Alhamdullillah, i manage to have the amount of Iman needed for me to change and to stay the way i am right now. :)

As Jai always remind me, Kalau kita kejar Duniawi, Allah S.W.T mmg bagi, minta apa satu pun mmg dapat, Tapi syurga akan dijauhkan. And i read some islamic article, dosa yang lebih berat daripada berzina, adalah, meninggalkan solat secara sengaja.

I find being slowly adapting to the teachings of islam is wonderful. Teaches you on how to be a better person. I think it was in the quran, Iread it when i was in Mekah, it said, "avoid people that brings harm to yourself, and be close to people that does not bring harm to you". Brings harm means, not only physicall and mentally harm, but dari sudut, " Orang yang boleh membawa dosa pada diri sendiri". So, i guess from reading the Quran in mekah, it really opened up my eyes more. It made me think, what have i done with my life until now. So i avoid those people. I don't know, it was automatic. I feel like i needed to breath and to manage myself.

I also read the punishment to woman that does not take care of their aurat. Scary shit i tell you. Rambut di paku dan dibakar sampai otak mendidih, Anggota badan di bakar sbb tidak menutup aurat, disula and etc... that is some scary shit ok. :P

What i hope to be in the future, is to be a succesfull woman in life and also di hari akhirat,and to be a good muslim :)

PASHMINA FEVER

I will, and will always be in love with pashmina and those stripe shawl. Eventhough sekarang ni musim tudung bawal, in a way, aku tak reti nak pakai tudung bawal. Sorry, tak kene dgn muke i :D haha. Anyway, i got a place in a hostel. At least jimat sgt duit minyak kereta pa smua kan ;D. Currently staying at Rafflesia 6. Classes from Monday till Thursday only. So lepas habis je class kul 4 i'll be going back to damansara.

This semester is my most final and last semester as a degree student. *Sigh* Cepat sgt masa berlalu. I'm planning to pursue my masters in MBA either in the states or in UK. But before pursuing, i'm gonna work first. Pegang dulu duit, then i'll pursue later on. They say once you work and got a hold of your own money you will not think of pursuing your studies anymore. Well i'm here to prove them wrong. :)

I've change handphones. I'm now using the iphone 4, white color. Lepas ni kalau dah bosan dgn iphone 4, who knows what handphone i'll use next. >:P

Haih.. research, research,research. Dikejar ke semester ni dari last sem. Kerja kerja kerja... :P Oh practical was awesome!!!! And i did a system using access. Senang jak. :P Just a simple database system would do alright. :)

Jai is working part time at TM. Biasa la, kalau dah abes sem, mesti cari kerja part time kan. To fill in those unused activities. Even i would find a part time work when it is the semester break. :P

Anyway, sem ni la jgk last aku merasa Paper final, last aku rasa stress dgn assignments, quiz dan test. Sungguh Sedih bila dikenangkan perkara itu balik. Anyway, that's life. Life must go on.

Forget the past, and live on to the future. :)