Back in the days

Back in the days I was pretty wild.  I got drunk, I got high on weeds, I go clubbing, I go freedom parties (I wonder why do they stop having freedom parties) which can lead to the extreme.  You are in your teens and early 20's, so why not go for it?

But then, I've been having this thoughts and I started thinking.  When will all these stop?  if it stops what will happen? partying is seriously taking its toll on me.  In terms of health, money,career but not my studies.  Am I still going to spend money on parties when i am working?  Am i still going to clubs even when I am married?  What does this do good on me?  And that is where I realize that I need a break from everything.  That is where I took a break from those distractions and those that would distract me in to all those things.  I was not strong.  Not strong to hinder all the temptations.  Because I grew up with those type of influences, and I need a way to combat those things.

Eventually I did nasty things.  Which I do apologize to those that I hurt.  But I did not regret one single thing.  Because the path that I am in now, is what I want for my future.

Back in the days, I was very rebellious.  I hated going to class, I hated studying, I hated the lecturers but I still continued doing it.  Why?  Even-though I am rebellious the thought of my future is still intact with my mind.  Another reason why I hated my campus life is because I hated UiTM.  But nevertheless, that is where I met all my friends, and that is where i experienced everything.  There is always a reason why things happened.  Even if we don't want it to happen.  Look at me.  I'm getting married, had a blast-ful career, friends are everywhere.  One thing that I have learnt is that you gots to be patient.

Patient people will tend to receive more opportunities.  :D

The only thing that I could not eliminate from my old habits is Smoking.  Although I've changed to vapour,  there are some times where you feel you need a ciggy.  Kinda bad, but yea, that is how it is.

Back in the days all I can think of was my social life.  Which pretty much sums up that I am quite social.  Probably that is why sometimes people feel intimidated by me.  Well, it is not my fault for being outgoing.  I love being outgoing.  But sometimes there are times where you feel that you want to stay at home and do nothing. 

Can any of you please tell me how can I lose weight? haih.. diet? exercise?  lagi lain apa?

DK

Friends, raya, wedding :)

Hello people!

I know I know,  I've been inactive this past few month.

I've recently gotten back with a few past people whom I have lost contact with.  Facebook!  I love you.  You are the ones that link me to these people. :) Good friends are everywhere.  They are the ones that is always there for you.

Its fun when you get to to Karaoke-ing with them.  And knowing that they never did change their attitude! They are still being hilarious!

 From left: Me, Naha, naha's Beau Reza, Syahmi, Fahmi, Awang and kodenk

 Tengok ni dua manusia ni..

Me and Naha :)

Great times when I went back to KK for the Raya year :)  Had fun!

In papar first day of Raya :)

My colleague in RSPO :) mimi, me and mel during Anne's farewell

My mind is full of things that needs to be done a.s.a.p.. Work, Wedding cards, Doorgift, Baju tunang, Baju nikah, Pelamin, wedding organizer, food, Dewan, lose weight!  and etc.. etc.. etc..  How time flies really fast.  I have been to countless of weddings.  I was the guest.  And now, I am the bride inviting guest to my wedding!! 

I want it simple, contemporary and elegant FULLSTOP! I've been surveying all those wedding cards and saw all those oh over the top wedding cards.  It looks really nice.  But common, Its not like I am marrying a Tan Sri's Son. :P

I am keeping an eye on this card

Glamorous Rose!  I have been in contact through email with the shop.  And eventually they are giving me a pretty reasonable price :) 

Please not to mention door gift.  Been discussing it with my mom.  And I told her for door gifts I would like to give a simple but decorative hand fan. :) You know those fans?

 So this is the current "IT" trend of the wedding fan.  Very creative

 Bertimbun and Bertimbun of Kipas

Was actually eyeing on this type of kipas :P

So now, I am still discussing this with my mom, either to give the door gift  in both Days of Nikah and Sanding, or just during Nikah. I could eventually just give like a bunga telur during sanding? I think its better that way as Nikah would be held at my house, so giving people a fan would be better.  Panas, so ada kipas :)  Bunga Telur would be during the sanding in the dewan.  My stress would pretty much be organizing the wedding in KK.  As for in JB,  I can just relax and angkat tangan :P

The sanding in JB will be held in Dewan Jubli Intan.  JB confirm date for sanding would be on the 7th June 2014.  Told my mom that the nikah date would be on the 24th, and sanding could do it at night.  My mom said it is too tiring.  Better do the nikah on the 23rd May (Friday) Sanding on the 24th May (Saturday) .  So eventually it would be a two days event.  Then that means that it would be an increase in Wedding cards la ni.  @_@  Basically we took the school hols.  I took the start of the school holidays, and he took the ending of the school holidays.

My mom told be to buy the baju nikah in medan during my Meeting trip there.  She said banyak baju and kain cantik di sn.  Why not Jakarta?  pain in the ass if i were to go there. @_@

My theme color would be Grey :)  I have no idea why it is the trending wedding color right now :P  Than the sanding in JB would be Cream.  The colors are so vogue la.  usually people would take pastel colors for their wedding.  Which i find it notoriously sakit kepala. haha

Anyway, i really need to sit down an rethink the whole items for the wedding.  

This is the day where I dream of happening one day :) My wedding :)

love you Jai!

DK