Back in the days

Back in the days I was pretty wild.  I got drunk, I got high on weeds, I go clubbing, I go freedom parties (I wonder why do they stop having freedom parties) which can lead to the extreme.  You are in your teens and early 20's, so why not go for it?

But then, I've been having this thoughts and I started thinking.  When will all these stop?  if it stops what will happen? partying is seriously taking its toll on me.  In terms of health, money,career but not my studies.  Am I still going to spend money on parties when i am working?  Am i still going to clubs even when I am married?  What does this do good on me?  And that is where I realize that I need a break from everything.  That is where I took a break from those distractions and those that would distract me in to all those things.  I was not strong.  Not strong to hinder all the temptations.  Because I grew up with those type of influences, and I need a way to combat those things.

Eventually I did nasty things.  Which I do apologize to those that I hurt.  But I did not regret one single thing.  Because the path that I am in now, is what I want for my future.

Back in the days, I was very rebellious.  I hated going to class, I hated studying, I hated the lecturers but I still continued doing it.  Why?  Even-though I am rebellious the thought of my future is still intact with my mind.  Another reason why I hated my campus life is because I hated UiTM.  But nevertheless, that is where I met all my friends, and that is where i experienced everything.  There is always a reason why things happened.  Even if we don't want it to happen.  Look at me.  I'm getting married, had a blast-ful career, friends are everywhere.  One thing that I have learnt is that you gots to be patient.

Patient people will tend to receive more opportunities.  :D

The only thing that I could not eliminate from my old habits is Smoking.  Although I've changed to vapour,  there are some times where you feel you need a ciggy.  Kinda bad, but yea, that is how it is.

Back in the days all I can think of was my social life.  Which pretty much sums up that I am quite social.  Probably that is why sometimes people feel intimidated by me.  Well, it is not my fault for being outgoing.  I love being outgoing.  But sometimes there are times where you feel that you want to stay at home and do nothing. 

Can any of you please tell me how can I lose weight? haih.. diet? exercise?  lagi lain apa?

DK