NEW YEAR 2011

2011, A year with big opportunities and prosperous luck and wisdom. :)

A year has gone by with little endurance but with lots of memories to be cherished. 2010 is what left of my past. And i hope to bring forth better joy and happiness in this 2011 year.


i've been through alot last year. And i overcome all that with a huge tanks to everyone. Because it has helped me build a stronger self esteem, a broader experience and a wiser maturity. Oh and yea, last year was the year i first got a part time job. It was hellish because i never worked before. But the longer i work, the more the work seems to be enjoyable for me. :) At least i get to learn different set of behavior amongst people... a huge and broader range of behavior instead of those typical students behavior. :) It helped be alot in being mature as i have met countless of immature people during work. So yea, i handled it quite good, and i'm proud of myself.. :)

This year i'm gonna focus more on my studies. No more playing around like last sem during my third semester, although i did get and ok results with my lazy attitude i bring forth last semester. :) surprisingly it was above my expectations when i got my results out.. :P

Happy anniversary to me and jai!!!! although it was 12 days ago.... on the 23rd of December 2010.. hehehe... a good year followed with better luck and joy for both of us.. :) Oh and my hair is freaking long!! I kept it long.. it is hip length :) woohoo!!

pictures of 2010 :)






ya i know sikit jak pictures.. hihihi.. because we're not that photo freak sgt.. :)

How's your new year 2010 goes?? i hope it is a memorable one.. :)

Me and jai went to klcc to see the fireworks.. as usuall, same as last year.. :P but before that, we went to ikea to have some meatball.. yummm~.. after that for dinner, we went sushi!!!! jai so funny when it comes to sushi.. bcz teda bau, so he only ate one plate.. then he said kenyang.. hihihi. :P

So yea.. here's our new year evening together.. :)








so the fire works was AMAZING!!! better then last year. But jai said last year was better than this years fireworks. We got the most amazing spot to view the fireworks.. and it was awesome. Me and jai was blowing the vuvuzela and making loud noises when the maxis tower clock strikes 00.00.. Just when it strikes midnight, the fireworks emerge.. there were many tourists too. They were all yelling "woooooooot!!" out loud.. they sure had their time too.. :)

And yes my hand is bigger then klcc.. :P perasan.. hihi




till then..
stay tune..
deekay.. :)

I MISS HIM

I really miss Jai. I thought about him when i was working. I thought about him when i'm driving. I thought about him when i'm eating. I thought about him when i was walking around. I thought about him when i was surfing the net. I thought about him everyday. And i thought about him right now. How i miss you so much syg. I NEED YOU BHAAA!!! huhuhu..

I saw this really preety leather wallet. I think it might suit my syg. Gonna exchange gifts nanti new year. hehehe... kan syg ;) hehehe

I love him so much!

Thank god that he's okay. He was sick for the past 3 days. Was so worried about him. Syukur alhamdullah that he is ok. I love you so much syg. xD.. hehehe..

Mau kasi gumuk lagi c jai. You just wait tau syg.. hehehe..

I am having fun with my work now. My goal is to get as much as customer that i can get. ;) because i'm a part timer. If i'm a full timer lain la. Best pula nie karja tau. ;P...

I miss him so much laaaa!!! huhuhu... need him with me right now..

sigh* k la.. the eyes are sleepy. Telling me to go shut it down now.. haha

bha k la,
till then;
stay tune
deekay.. xD

not going back

It is quite sad that i'm not able to go back kk. Got a job in One Utama at Braun Buffel. Malas mau balik kk pun ada. Of course there are interesting places that could throw my bored-ness away. However, i felt rather "pilu" leaving this place. I wanna have a life here. In a way i'd already had one, *sigh* so much for self efficacy :P.

Anyway, i'm gonna start work as soon as possible. Oh yea, before i forgot, to those who are searching for jobs, there's alot of openings here in OU. Forever 21 is searching for recruits part time and also full time. Then there's The Island shop, also looking for recruits part and full time. Zara too is searching. Quicsilver is searching for recruiters too. Topman is not looking so boo!! Almost all of the boutiques are opening for recruiters. Its a walk-in interview, anyone interested? make your choice of the variety boutiques that is available.

I miss my jai. I wonder what's he doin'.. :(

willmissyoualways! xD

stay tune:
deekay :)

job

got a job in braun buffel OU.. part time of course. start work on monday or tuesday.. :)

cinta mati

bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku rindu.

bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku cinta,

masihkah mungkin,
hatimu berkenan,
menerima hatiku,
untukmu.

cintaku sedalam samudera,
setinggi langit di angkasa,
kepadamu.

cintaku sebesar dunia,
seluas jagad raya ini,
kepadamu.

bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku rindu.

bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku cinta,

masihkah mungkin,
hatimu berkenan,
menerima hatiku,
untukmu.

cintaku sedalam samudera,
setinggi langit di angkasa,
kepadamu.

cintaku sebesar dunia,
seluas jagad raya ini,
kepadamu.

Bagaimana caranya,
agar kau mengerti,
bahawaku, mencintaimu, selamanya,

Bagaimana caranya,
agar kau mengerti,
bahawaku, merinduimu, selamanya,


cintaku sedalam samudera,
setinggi langit di angkasa,
kepadamu.

cintaku sebesar dunia,
seluas jagad raya ini,
kepadamu.

Just live your life

Its been such a long time since i wrote anything in my blog. Due to my lembap-ness of my laptop and also due to the forever burden of gaining password for my wireless.. huhuhu... malas bha. Anyway, one more paper left for my final. This coming thursday 11.11.2010 is my last paper and i am really looking forward to it. Pelik.. hahaha..

Anyway, bullshits and craps is happening to me this third semester. Makin malas. And i do not know why. hahaha.. I really don't care about my pointers, but i really can't let it go down below 3. Maintaining it up above 3.3 is my target. Increasing it above 3.5 will be the target when i'm in part 4 or 5.. part 5 la.. part 4 mcm dpt rasa masih malas.. hahaha... :P

I miss my jai.. i really do miss him.. huhu... can't wait for this hellish semester to finish. I can't wait.. hehehe... got plans maaaa...

I wonder why do people sanggup gadai kawan over money. Is it rational or irrational. I find it silly and sometimes confusing its bcz we spend a lot of time with that person, helping them and all that, but in the end, the friendship turns sour. Well, i'm the type of person who really like to TEST on people in DIFFERENT WAYS I CAN THINK OF. It may sound and hurt real bad, but that's how you know whether or not that person is truly your friend, to see how they react and to see whether or not they are true to their words and the relationship of being friends. Some turn out amazing, while some turn out in dismay and in disappointment. :(... how could people be that way. If they say the way they handle things are different then others, tapi gadai friendship to memang nampak sgt la not worth it kan being friends. An analysis i made is, MATA DUITAN. Demi duit sggp berkorban untuk bunuh friendship. I'm heart broken. P.S, i'm still making the test a bit longer.<--(tips)

Anyway, really need to be going now. Study,study and more study. Can't wait for new year. PD here i come. Mentang2 sdh ada krita.. hahaha :P

RAYA 2010

Raya this year was not that 'meriah' as last year, however, i did have fun and all xD.. hehe.. the first day we went to papar, as usuall la. But raya this year we did not go to those 10 houses that we usually do on our first day of raya. It seems that most of the core people for ray-ing to relatives houses are not here, so, we cut down on that. However, the second day of raya, we went to papar again to bungsu ajak house.. wonder if i pronounced it right? ahha.. the third day, as usuall, went to keningau. First stop will always be the kubur.. after that we head on to uncle amir's house.. here's some pictures..







After that, we went to my aunty's house. Aunty is my mother's first cousin, so basically, that makes us second cousins.. yea.. it was fun..hahahaha :P Iz can't stop running around the house. My god!! memilih lg tu.. huh.. :( all and all, we all love him.. hehe







After that, we went back home. Lusa tu my mom invited dorang naz to come over to the house and have some raya dinner.. Raya dinner?? hakhakhak.. funneyh.. luckily i managed to change my baju kelawar into something more inviting or appropriate la when you're inviting guests at home.. haha.. ala, lagi pun i was going to the movies with naz jgk. We watched going the distance AND MY GOD!! IT IS A FUNNY MOVIE! must watch it!!! its worth the money! xD And it is the first movie that i watch without any cencoreship. Seriously!! must watch it!! Oh! i made curry ayam for the raya dinner.. hehehe.. my mom made fried honey chicken and what that thing called again, its like nanas thingy.. with curry.. i for got its name but, i know the dish.. hehe.. and we made soto!!! yummmm...







Soooooooooooo....
i miss my jai!!! hehehe
Anyway.. stay tune!!!
deekay

Especially for you

I made it with proper care and love.
Knowing that we'd be in great distance,
So i made this for you sayang.
I hope you'd like it.. :)


Kuih raya for my sayang. All wrapped and sealed. :)


I know its not much, but still,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri sayang,
Ampun maaf dari hujung rambut sampai la ke kaki,
Walaupun kita berjauhan,
awak sentiasa di hatiku..
Love you sayang.. :)

ya i know jiwang!! hahaha first time nie.. hihi..
just give it a go.. hehehe

US :)

karaoke sama c jai

Lucu nie when i tinguk the vid balik.. hahaha When it was my syg punya turn.. the intro bukan main lagi hebat, suddenly masuk verse... silent jap......and kaku.. hahaha.. then baru he bersuara.. " ok lyric xde"... then continue on kaku and senyap.. then he say "mana lyric?" haha.. funny oooeee... BUT I STILL LOVE HIM!! He is soooo adorable.. hehe njoy.. xD

What i did before EID :)

Hey there! its been awhile since i wrote anything on my blog. *sigh*. I just came back home 3 days ago. I took the last flight back home on sunday night, MAS. It was tiring okayh.. huhu..

Anyway, the next day, me and my mom went to patches in karamunsing to go get my baju raya. I just love the way she tailored my baju-baju. I got 2 turqoise coloured baju kurung and a soft pinkish cream with a bit of soft peach colour. Macam mana laitu? haha.. anyway, the first day of raya i'm gonna use the turqoise coloured baju. I think so, kene tgk dulu what my laki pakai. hehe..

And so the next day, i did few things, baking cookies.. ala 2 jenis jak.. haha.. i just wanna put some of the pictures that i took when i was making it.. hehehe xD






This is the dough.. full of cream and fat.. hehe.. i put extra chocolate chips in it.. hehehe

After making it, i went to the dining room and set the trays with the rice paper on as the base so that the surface won't burn my cookies. Dalam erti kata lain, supaya bontot biskut ku tidak hangus.. hahaha




AFter the whole thing, this is what happen when the cookies are all baked.. hehe



TADAA

HEHEHE.. oe and yea i almost forgot.. i did grill chicken for sahur.. hehe




I just LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVEEE to cook and bake.. passion!!

I feel so flabbergasted when i'm cooking or baking. Because its what i love most. Then again, make it a double team, because my hubby loves to cook too! so... woohoo!!! hahahaha xD love you jai!

Anyway, i think that's about it. hihi.. Later i'ma show all of you what kelupis is, for those who don't know la what kelupis is.. hihi

Till then;
Stay tune
Deekay