Insyallah, I will get it :)

I've done countless of interviews.  There are interviews which I have succeeded, and there are interviews which I have failed.  Each success and failures comes with experience.  These experience gives us lessons.  And these lessons will determine the success of what we do.  The thing about me is, I never give up when I fail.  The more i fail on things, the more motivated and experience that i will learn. 

I have always been in between success and failures.  And I feel there is a reason to it.  To make who I am today.  If it wasn't for those success and failures, I would not have gotten this far and my self esteem and confidence would not be where it is right now.  This is one of my greatest achievement which I made for myself.

If you were to compare myself against the 8 years ago me, you would be in for a surprise.   My present self is completely the opposite of my 8 years ago self.  And thus, i believe with the statement that experience does brings you knowledge and knowledge makes you learn.  Learning is pit-less.  We are constantly learning.  Up to this era, Humans are still learning.  Its endless, and that is what makes me a stronger person.

I am not a straight A student.  And I am not a dean's list student.  Was once, but not now.  But with my current "ngam-ngam" CGPA I can get shortlisted into one of the finest Organization in the world,  then alhamdullillah that my experience, personality and characteristics has helped me alot getting this far.  Insyallah I pray and hope to Allah S.W.T that i would be able to get it.  Insyallah I would give my very best.  If not, Alhamdullillah, getting this far is also an experience to me.  Probably I am not that ready yet to go in there.  Itu semua kehendak Allah S.W.T, and Allah S.W.T knows what's best for me.  Insyallah.

This is the second time I have gotten shorlisted with this organization.  The first one was in 2009 where I was seeking a sponsorship with them.  However, I did not get it and they sent me an email saying to try again in the future with enough experience.   This is my second attempt, and I hope that everything goes well.  Amin!  

I was not like before.  I am different now.  I believe alot in myself.  And i believe that i can do it.  Insyallah Amin~ :)

Till then,

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