REPENT :)

Friends come and go. That is why we make lots of friends. When the old ones go, new ones come. FACTS about me. Ak sgt la berdendam. Aku sgt PANTANG when:

~People take advantage of me
~Betrayed
~Lied to
~Use me for their selfish intention and reason
~Never apologize
~Ego Macam shit
~Bila salah tu berpihak kat dia, That person will sell out my name, tuduh orang lain, tidak mau mengaku.

~Is not thoughtful
~Dua Muka
~Suka mengate
~Tries to bring me down
~Lupa Kawan
~Makan Kawan sendiri

I will, return the favour in a way you will want to avoid me for the rest of your life. Until i here the forgiveness in you towards me then i'll forgive. I forgive but i do not forget.

One thing about me is that saya nie berdendam. I can be revengeful for so many years. SERIOUS SHIT i really need to throw this attitude. Buruk okayh! I've done all my revengeful act towards certain people, in which when i think back, i noticed how evil i was. Astaghfirullahhulazim! Gila kau dosa banyak tu weyh.

Tapi alhamdullillah, Perangai mcm tu dah kurang. All thanks to Jai, my supporter. Dia la yang merubah ak menjadi seorang yg baik. Not that BAIK, tp alhamdullillah, sedikit demi sedikit. I forgive all the people that menguris hati saya dulu. Except for one. Jujur la, i'm an emotional type of girl, Otak ada, but i use my emotions into my action. Yea i know stupid. Tapi Jai yg tekankan what is good behavior and what is bad behavior. So far i've encountered many haters, in which i forgive them. But still, there's a side of me that still holds grudges, in which i managed to handle it quite well. I didin't do anything extreme to them. SO i just bagi biar jak. Lama2 they just shut the fuck up. :) The only thing that i did is make them more jealous of me. Lagi la they all sakit hati kan. hihihihihi xD To all that i made their life miserable even for a split second, weeks, days or months. I'm sorry. It is my sinceriest apology and please accept it. :) ok! ;D

Dayangku Mazrianah bte Pg. Mahmuddin Tahir 70% changed since december 2009 till now 10/11/2011. It takes almost 2 years to change into a better person. And hell yea it is NOT EASY!

Yours truly;
Deekay