Moments

Sometimes there are moments in life where you feel that "aweeee, that's funny, cool!!, damn fucked up!, shit!, hahahaha... and etc.." And sometimes we just gotta accept the fact that not all we trust in.

Friends come and go. None stayed forever. If i could just find the right friend for me, like heaven on earth, although there's none. I do have some friends who are like that, But, since leaving primary school everything changed. Still contact though, but not that much. Because each of us have our own set of goals, aim and business to attend. So that is why, time is gold. Need to find the most suitable time to hang out with them again.

Its hard to find the right friend for me. Most of them end up condemning me due to their jealousy. If its not due to jealousy, than it must be a gold digger kinda friend, fake, double face, taking advantage, idiosyncratic kinda person. But some how, i manage to get rid of those people before things turn out worst. Example of the definition of the worst friend is my previous high school friend, Previous uitm friends in kedah, and my previous classmates.

A lone ranger, free from any ties and bond. Could move freely wherever i want to without any boundaries. Urghhh, i'm being so skeptic that sometimes i feel that my boyfriend is my friend, best friend and a sweetheart. Because he is always there whenever i need a friend in need. Whenever i need a shoulder to cry on. And when there is doubt in any situation, he is always there to be supportive of me.

Sometimes there is also a moment where when you think back all the joyful memories you had with them, you kinda miss that moment. Because it is a one time moment in your life where you feel that you are lucky to experience all the things that you had done with them.

Anyway, time flies. So its time to move on. live free, just have lots of friend. Don't be picky. :)