I MISS HIM

I really miss Jai. I thought about him when i was working. I thought about him when i'm driving. I thought about him when i'm eating. I thought about him when i was walking around. I thought about him when i was surfing the net. I thought about him everyday. And i thought about him right now. How i miss you so much syg. I NEED YOU BHAAA!!! huhuhu..

I saw this really preety leather wallet. I think it might suit my syg. Gonna exchange gifts nanti new year. hehehe... kan syg ;) hehehe

I love him so much!

Thank god that he's okay. He was sick for the past 3 days. Was so worried about him. Syukur alhamdullah that he is ok. I love you so much syg. xD.. hehehe..

Mau kasi gumuk lagi c jai. You just wait tau syg.. hehehe..

I am having fun with my work now. My goal is to get as much as customer that i can get. ;) because i'm a part timer. If i'm a full timer lain la. Best pula nie karja tau. ;P...

I miss him so much laaaa!!! huhuhu... need him with me right now..

sigh* k la.. the eyes are sleepy. Telling me to go shut it down now.. haha

bha k la,
till then;
stay tune
deekay.. xD

not going back

It is quite sad that i'm not able to go back kk. Got a job in One Utama at Braun Buffel. Malas mau balik kk pun ada. Of course there are interesting places that could throw my bored-ness away. However, i felt rather "pilu" leaving this place. I wanna have a life here. In a way i'd already had one, *sigh* so much for self efficacy :P.

Anyway, i'm gonna start work as soon as possible. Oh yea, before i forgot, to those who are searching for jobs, there's alot of openings here in OU. Forever 21 is searching for recruits part time and also full time. Then there's The Island shop, also looking for recruits part and full time. Zara too is searching. Quicsilver is searching for recruiters too. Topman is not looking so boo!! Almost all of the boutiques are opening for recruiters. Its a walk-in interview, anyone interested? make your choice of the variety boutiques that is available.

I miss my jai. I wonder what's he doin'.. :(

willmissyoualways! xD

stay tune:
deekay :)

job

got a job in braun buffel OU.. part time of course. start work on monday or tuesday.. :)

cinta mati

bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku rindu.

bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku cinta,

masihkah mungkin,
hatimu berkenan,
menerima hatiku,
untukmu.

cintaku sedalam samudera,
setinggi langit di angkasa,
kepadamu.

cintaku sebesar dunia,
seluas jagad raya ini,
kepadamu.

bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku rindu.

bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku cinta,

masihkah mungkin,
hatimu berkenan,
menerima hatiku,
untukmu.

cintaku sedalam samudera,
setinggi langit di angkasa,
kepadamu.

cintaku sebesar dunia,
seluas jagad raya ini,
kepadamu.

Bagaimana caranya,
agar kau mengerti,
bahawaku, mencintaimu, selamanya,

Bagaimana caranya,
agar kau mengerti,
bahawaku, merinduimu, selamanya,


cintaku sedalam samudera,
setinggi langit di angkasa,
kepadamu.

cintaku sebesar dunia,
seluas jagad raya ini,
kepadamu.

Just live your life

Its been such a long time since i wrote anything in my blog. Due to my lembap-ness of my laptop and also due to the forever burden of gaining password for my wireless.. huhuhu... malas bha. Anyway, one more paper left for my final. This coming thursday 11.11.2010 is my last paper and i am really looking forward to it. Pelik.. hahaha..

Anyway, bullshits and craps is happening to me this third semester. Makin malas. And i do not know why. hahaha.. I really don't care about my pointers, but i really can't let it go down below 3. Maintaining it up above 3.3 is my target. Increasing it above 3.5 will be the target when i'm in part 4 or 5.. part 5 la.. part 4 mcm dpt rasa masih malas.. hahaha... :P

I miss my jai.. i really do miss him.. huhu... can't wait for this hellish semester to finish. I can't wait.. hehehe... got plans maaaa...

I wonder why do people sanggup gadai kawan over money. Is it rational or irrational. I find it silly and sometimes confusing its bcz we spend a lot of time with that person, helping them and all that, but in the end, the friendship turns sour. Well, i'm the type of person who really like to TEST on people in DIFFERENT WAYS I CAN THINK OF. It may sound and hurt real bad, but that's how you know whether or not that person is truly your friend, to see how they react and to see whether or not they are true to their words and the relationship of being friends. Some turn out amazing, while some turn out in dismay and in disappointment. :(... how could people be that way. If they say the way they handle things are different then others, tapi gadai friendship to memang nampak sgt la not worth it kan being friends. An analysis i made is, MATA DUITAN. Demi duit sggp berkorban untuk bunuh friendship. I'm heart broken. P.S, i'm still making the test a bit longer.<--(tips)

Anyway, really need to be going now. Study,study and more study. Can't wait for new year. PD here i come. Mentang2 sdh ada krita.. hahaha :P