When i tend to talk....

Sometimes things are discreet, that is when you're all curious about it.
When things got too discreet, you tend to find it out. Know why and what it is.
But sometimes, things that are discreet aren't always good. Some are bad. When i say bad i mean BADASS. Like for instance, knowing your partner is sleeping with another person. That's fucked up shit aight! Or knowing the person you trust before is backstabbing you or making shitty faces behind you.. that's fucked up!

The good news is....it is when you knew what your partner is gonna give ya ;).. hehe. Or knowing that this end of the month you'll be going on a vacay with your loved ones, or knowing that you're gonna have a surprise at your doorstep.. :)

So things... they are good and there are bad. If you have only good, then you may get bored of it. If you received only bad, then you'd go for suicide. So there must be balances between both of it. Creating equilibrium is important. Because life is about getting balances out of it.

Instances, that's the cause of adrenaline rush pumping from your veins. No i'm not talking about instant soup or whatever, i'm talking about instant "spontaneous". It keeps your adrenaline pump going. That is when the fun starts. You start of with a thought that things are going to be simple and normal, Out of a sudden, things happen in which you aren't prepared for. Then you tend to have this emotional feeling of afraid, nervous, tempted, anxious.. when things get hot, you tend to feel the excitement of it. You feel your heart rate increase, then you tend to do stuff that you normally won't do, because your brain may say its wrong, but your nature says it all.. and that's when you get to see the true colors of people. Aren't they beautiful.. :)

I talk alot of crap. And when i talk crap, shit happens. For instance, people tend to get annoyed by me. But who the hell cares.. xD

Some times stalking is good. You get to see what your partner or friend is doing in their everyday life. And you gain valuable information. Which is the positive side. Sometimes, stalking too gives you surprises. Example, finding a picture of your partner on the web with another person on the bed. That is fucked up! right? hahaha

Sometimes having best friends at a young age is crucial. Because its a trend. From Then and Now. But, you tend to feel annoyed when things don't turn out good. And so you avoid them. Avoid other people who wants to be close to you. Afraid that history is going to repeat itself all over again. Of course we gain some valuable experience from it, so, we've matured. And so we know who is faithful in friendship, and who is full of fucked up shit. :) Even meeting new people, you tend to know who they are from the moment you get close to them. Close call for experience and knowledge. Experience leads to knowledge, and so we apply them in our daily usage. :)

I think i've talk alot of crap, haha..
Till then;
Deekay...