Life.. trully by Dk Mazrianah a.k.a Rianah :)

Moving forward is what kept me strong from the old me. Forgetting the past is what made me faster and smarter. Being brave is what kept me moving. As what i've come up with my principle is those experiencing difficulties in coping with life, love and friendship. I made a statement for which i followed through out my years as a university student, " A new life begins with a polished behavior from the experiences you gain from your past".

Each and every human being will always have an introduction about them self. A simple yet widely used introduction for which the whole world is using it no matter who or what they are. The introduction that i am defining is " Helo my name is ...... ". No matter how smart or stupid a person is, both of them use the same introductory about themselves. That is the formal part. The informal part sounded like this " Hey i'm ... or Hi ... ". The reason why i'm talking about an introduction is because, every human being that is made by God are the same. However, the way they lead their life are base on how, what or where they came from or being brought up in. And every single experience is important to develop a person's self conscious and attitude.

From Heartbreaks to backstabbing to lies to " MENGKHIANATI " to downsizing to psycho and etc... I've experienced all of it. And hell i met i lot of people with different set of behavior. Like wise men said, " being kept in your own country will not make you wise, expose your self to the variety of people in the world and you will see that they are more then meets the eye" ( cheh transformer kunun ). But hey its true. I came from a little and yet a bit rural area of malaysia called sabah. From what i see, hear and learned that, some of my friends are still caught up with how they perceive things. Due to the never been exposed to the other people with different sets of behavior, thinking, attitude and life. They are still trapped in their own very world. I am glad that i've been given the chance to explore more people on the other side, however, it is still not enough to experienced your own kind, ( malaysians ). I'm just glad that i found better and newer friends who think like i do. :) A wide thinking capacity. :) The experience i get when i was in UITM Merbok kedah really made my eyes wide open. Sometimes you just need to shut up and listen. Being famous and all is what IMMATURE kids do.

I wish that i could travel the world with someone special. :).. And i hope that someone special right now will be the last. insyaallah.. :) amin~ :)

2010, my azam for this year is to get 4 flat!! just a little bit more to 4 flat. :)

I just hope that with the experience i have, it will get me going further in life and in relationships. Because, the more i think and analyze on what i understand, the more it became clearer to me about my aim and objectives. I just want to succeed in life like any other people. But i want more. And i will work hard for it to become real.. :)

Miss you jai~.. always.. :)

2010!!!!

Its 2010, and what happened in 2009 is history. A new year with a new set of behavior and aim.

My 2010 was awesome!!!! And i got to spend it with my one and only Jai~ ahax! ;P
Meet in klcc around 12.30 p.m. Were playing the hide and go seek in kinokuniya. It was fun and heart wrenching because it was very suspenseful.. hahaha!! So he saw me first, like last time. Hahahaha!! And so we spend most of our time in klcc before the clock strikes 12 midnight. And yes we did enjoyed our quality time together. Hehehe.. The fireworks was at the klcc garden where lotssssssss of people were gathering there at 8 p.m. We were sharing our kfc because i was in a strict diet. At first he though of having pizza but i said naaaaah, its to heavy. So we ordered kfc instead and shared the 2 pieces of chicken. We ate at the bench in klcc together. It was the moment where you feel it was woooooooooow~ i've never done this before. haha!!

And so, we walked around the garden at 9 p.m. And so i noticed the special seat where we could see the fireworks up high and clear. And yes it was the perfect spot! Waiting for the clock to strike at midnight was unbelievably fast. It was like, oh dear i just met him at 12.30 in the afternoon and now its midnight. Time flies by so fast. And so when the clock strikes midnight, it is where everything happened. Like he said, " Almost paradise ". :)

And so, after the fireworks we were planning to meet my friends nieja and all in BB. But the idea of going there using the lrt was a no no!! It was packed!!! And so, we walked side by side, holding hands to BB. It was a memorable walk. We had lots to say to each other and it was simply beautiful, like a symphony.. :)

Nieja they all celebrated in BB. She asked me to come there but i said naaaah, i'll watch the fireworks here in klcc, so you guys just have fun in BB.. :). They took lots of pictures though!! ( haih~ :( ).. Its okay, the date i had with my syg is the only thing that i need. :) But still we managed to go meet them in BB. After that we went to bukit ( what"s the name) in ampang. Jai followed. Rode in Aj's car. Reen and jepon was there, and so does jepon's friends.. they were awesome. And my jai had great fun there.. :)

Alot happened..that was simply memorable. It was the best 2009 new year EVA!!!!! xD
But while were sending jai back to his house, it was sad, because that was the last time i could see him again before he goes off to shore.. :( But its okayh.. like people say.. " Absence makes the heart grows fonder " :).. and i kinda like that statement. :)

Gave him my favorite Red heart pillow i got from ogawa. The vibrator inside the pillow was gone. Weird~.. But still, i have his scarf that would make me feel his presence close to me. :)

Today probably at 11 a.m, i'm going back to Puncak Alam for my registration. Haih~ back to reality.. hahaha. Its okay, because i will always have my top supporter with me. :) gonna drive there alone, with all my stuff. Hehehe~ yea~ driving!! really enjoy driving.

I've prepared my self what this year would give me. If its good or bad, i'll take it with honor.. :)

Love you jai~
Till then;
Deekay~