New semester

My new semester is coming next week Monday. Gosh i still feel that my holidays are short. Anyway, back to reality once again, and i myself seem to be a little too excited about the whole thing although there are circumstances that i might be willing to take, but hey, i'm used to it. :) I just don't have any ideas for tomorrow's new year, all i can think about is wanting to see him again. I'm in love. :). And in a way that my clubbing behaviors are seemed to tone down bit by bit. Well, i don't smoke anymore, not that i'm off permanently, its just, i used to be a heavy smoker, to social smoker, back to heavy and back to social smoker..So its not that easy to stop once i'm a smoker. The urge to smoke is still there but i'm trying my best to control it. i just need something to chew when i feel the need to smoke. A chewing gum perhaps? haha

Drinking?? well its obviously a no no for me anymore. No more beer or liquor, but just wine, white wine that is. Not red but white. Taking things slow and perhaps this habit of mine will disappear one by one. :) white wine is really sophisticated, its not heavy, it will not make you drunk and it is really sweet. But hey, alcohol is still alcohol. am i right?

How did i end up with these extreme socializing life? friends perhaps? being influenced? family members? Well, first of all it was because of television, and a very open minded high socializing cousins and friends, so yea.. that's it. I was being introduced to that kind of world at a very young age. Unbelievable.. xD

friends? being changing friends since i first start making friends.. due to their unskeptical behavior for which i would never understand their wants and needs. Alas i found out that friends who has the same understanding of life and their wants and needs is actually the butter for me. Because i'm the bread and bread needs butter. :)

Sugar, spice, and everything nice? well i'm certainly not everything nice, i'm the between sugar and spice. So yea, i could be the angel and also the demon. Hahaha, talk about figment of an imagination. ;P

Yea i talk alot, and some people mind, and some don't. And i still don't get it why they mind it so much. Is it because i'm making alot of noises or stories? Noises yes, stories no.. because what i tell people is what i experienced . Although i'm not good at what i do in that story but hey, is it wrong to tell them that you did all those stuff at a very young age? No right.. that is why i said, i've been introduced to alot of stuff at a very small age. And yea, i know alot. But it doesn't mean that what i know is relevantly true in facts right? i just tell base on what i understand so just go right ahead and correct me if i'm wrong. :)

I'm not judgmental, although i could judge a person's reaction, attitude and behavior base on their actions, dressing, the way they talk, their voice and etc... because i am really good in noticing the small details about that person. (Talk about detail oriented), * sigh *... :)