A beginning of a new life

Its been more then a month now, since it started. Drama, drama,drama,drama.. BULLSHIT!! I really hate it when those things starts! Anyway, i'm in KK right now. Kinda miss everything in KL, but i really need to go back to kk to find my strength and my inner self.

As all of you notice, yes i am not with " HIM " anymore, due to his, culture shock attitude yg mau ENJOY jak. All i know is that, those girls he's been playing with are just he's toys, and he's current ones are just to keep up his "NAFSU", or he's so called "REVENGE". I can do anything i want, because twas not me who ruined the 2 years and 10 month relationship. And so, why i said i can do anything i want, its because, i'm single, i have a better life then him, a good education results and all the things that have happened to me. I thank Allah S.W.T, for it. :)

Bak kata ooi, Abaikan.. xD. And so, i finally have the peace and serenity i wanted. No more jiwa kacau, no more dipaksa layan, no more heart wrenching problems and etc. I have friends, and all of them are real and true friends which i noticed recently. And now i know what friends are for, and how do we keep them.. :), before this my friends were like.. nauzubillah, hanya allah je yg tau niat drg.

This week is where i would stay at home first, be calm, enjoy the tranquility and be myself. This is where i would pick up one by one of my mistakes and analyze it. Well, i know myself, and this time, i need to take actions earlier rather then to let it be concluded to a bad ending. :).. Just as i expected, a girls instinct never goes wrong. :).. I am taking extra precaution steps now, so don't be surprised why i'm being so strict. Because, that is who i am.

I just love this song love story meets viva la vida by John Schmidt. Really enjoyed. Its like a song for the beginning of my new life!

I just notice that i have lots of friends who cared for me, the ones that i never expected to care, actually did care for me. I was overwhelmed, but it was the moment of truth and i really am thankful of the strength they give me.

And so the beat of life has just started to move. And this is just the beginning, and its not the end yet.. So live life to its fullest, and experience everything when you have the chance to do it.