Attention Guys

Every time u scream at your woman, there’s another man wishing he could whisper in her ears. When u humiliate, offend and insult her, there’s another man wanting to remind her how wonderful and beautiful she is. When u hurt her, there’s another man wishing he could hug the pain away. When you cheat on her, there's another man who would love her and be faithful to her. And when u make her cry, there’s another man wanting to steal smiles from her. Treat your ladies right cause there's someone out there who can and will!

I found my guy, And i love him so much! Jai LOVE Dk

Ice cream banana split

Its banana's B.A.N.A.N.A.S...

Just ate ice cream!!! heeeee xD... i found out that, it has been quite awhile since i wrote anything in my blog. It kinda surprised me by doing so. Finding that i had plenty of time to do it back here in my hometown kk. :)

just had quite a long gayut with my sayang jai. Free kan, bha apa lagi kan. Anyway, i need to go buy my hair conditioner. I feel that my hair is lifeless without it. Cutting my hair short was the boldest move i have ever made. Well its second to be precise, because i've done it when i was in uitm kedah. I think it was around year 2007. Gosh, such memories left behind in merbok. The hectic schedules, the enjoyment to penang, real understanding friends. Missed it so much. But by then, the decision i make for myself has its own ups and downs. At least, choosing the course that i am currently doing now sure opened up my eyes. At least i gain plenty of exeprience through learning the behaviors of immature and childish people, which has the same age as me. Weird~ And also gain new experience that made me stronger, braver, wiser and smarter. Some people sometimes have the utmost bad ego.

I do make mistakes. For someone like me, making mistakes is kinda like a learning procedure. Where you do something, and just wait and learn from the outcome. What i learn is vital and inevitable. Sometimes you just gotta accept the fact that other people's idea is also correct, but sometimes they are not all right about it. When i'm being so 'degil' is because i am taking precautions steps. You may never know when the whole thing turned out bad right? Sometimes i do all the work by my self. But when you take advantage of my ability, i may just ruin everything. All fair's and square right? A tooth for tooth, an eye for an eye. That is my motto.

Geez, i'm being arrogant again. Damn. Being arrogant what keeps away stupid, sakai, jakun, gila, ego, double face, liars and etc away from me. So yea, i'll keep being arrogant till i feel secure. :P

BORING, RINDU, JAI, KK, KL, LIFE.. BLA BLA

Oh, betapa ku rindu kan c jai. Oeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Muhammad Ruzaini Bin M. Haron.
Is at Kota kinabalu Sabah! Its been a year since i have been in kk. Alot have changed. I do not quite remember the road around tanjung aru and the KKIA airport. That is because the new flyover road has been opened, and is now in used by the public. Also, was suppose to have this buka puasa with my friends, Zabrina and khairul at Capital, that is situated near karamunsing. I was surprised and shock that i don't even know the way to Capital Karamunsing. But the other day, i followed my parents to buy some buka puasa food at the bazaar ramadhan, situated in asia city. My dad sengaja lalu area2 karamunsing and i saw the capital shop lots. So i kinda figured out the way to capital. Hahaha.. funneyh..

I miss my Jai so much!!! huhuu. Can't wait for september really. Gonna get the new iphone 5. So it means that got the macbook pro 15 inch, iphone 5 (september baru dapat- insyallah), Ipad-my syg punya.. his iphone 4 which dia pigi jual.. adaka! I'm a macky wacky macintosh freak! So currently he is using black berry bold. Boring! Dia suruh saya pakai BB juga. Dia bilang boleh BBM, senang. Then i said, tidak payah, kita punya digi easy prepaid, sudah Bagus betul sdh nie. Free sms and call to friends and family. Memang FREE OK. paid good money for it too! So, with digi easy prepaid, memang tidak payah risau la about credit. :P U just top up like what 5 ringgit? so that the credit keeps on valid. As long as your credit is valid you can have your free calls and sms to your FF number. Even when you have RM0.00 of credit remaining. But rules are rules, the credit remaining must be valid before the credit expires. :P

I find that kk is a bit boring when you just sit at home and do nothing. But not to worry, psp sentiasa ada. So i can play games! especially RPG games! woohoo!!! I am currently playing final fantasy 7. I am at the middle of the story right now. Can't wait to finish the game. After i finish final fantasy 7, i will play final fantasy 8, after 9, then 10 and then so on.. weeeeeee xD...

What will i do if i am still in KL? oh yea! Go wangsa maju, go see my jai! miss him laaaa!!! addddoiiiii... :P At least i can go anywhere i want if i am in kl. KK??? boleh la... but boring bha the places. :P bulan puasa lagi ni.. memang terperap dalam rumah la jak ni. :P if its not puasa, prolly will go sutera? 1b? pisang hijau!!! confirm! the pulau pulau! hehehe... ahhhh... the atmosphere in kk is really different then in kl. It is really calm. Susah hati jgk kadang2 dgn relax2 ni. :P

k la.. its 12a.m!!! sa mo gayut luk sm laki aku!! hehehe... bye!

Stay tuned:
Deekay

Moments

Sometimes there are moments in life where you feel that "aweeee, that's funny, cool!!, damn fucked up!, shit!, hahahaha... and etc.." And sometimes we just gotta accept the fact that not all we trust in.

Friends come and go. None stayed forever. If i could just find the right friend for me, like heaven on earth, although there's none. I do have some friends who are like that, But, since leaving primary school everything changed. Still contact though, but not that much. Because each of us have our own set of goals, aim and business to attend. So that is why, time is gold. Need to find the most suitable time to hang out with them again.

Its hard to find the right friend for me. Most of them end up condemning me due to their jealousy. If its not due to jealousy, than it must be a gold digger kinda friend, fake, double face, taking advantage, idiosyncratic kinda person. But some how, i manage to get rid of those people before things turn out worst. Example of the definition of the worst friend is my previous high school friend, Previous uitm friends in kedah, and my previous classmates.

A lone ranger, free from any ties and bond. Could move freely wherever i want to without any boundaries. Urghhh, i'm being so skeptic that sometimes i feel that my boyfriend is my friend, best friend and a sweetheart. Because he is always there whenever i need a friend in need. Whenever i need a shoulder to cry on. And when there is doubt in any situation, he is always there to be supportive of me.

Sometimes there is also a moment where when you think back all the joyful memories you had with them, you kinda miss that moment. Because it is a one time moment in your life where you feel that you are lucky to experience all the things that you had done with them.

Anyway, time flies. So its time to move on. live free, just have lots of friend. Don't be picky. :)

FuSh

Do you know what it feels like doing absolutely nothing? Fucked up? annoyed? Bored? Lazy? Yea.. 4 month of sem break. I wanted to work, but my brother had to drag me and force me to work 1st of june. Dammit! And now i'm bored as hell!! I need to work. I can't sit down doing nothing, because i am so lame in doing it.

Anyway, i don't see the point of doing this shit.

Oh i just updated my resume. Well i need to, because i'd be doing my intern next year feb. There are few companies that called and booked me. However, i still need to return them my agreement base on which company am i considering to work. Where the fuck will you get an intern that pays you around rm500-rm1000? pandai pilih la. Resume Hebat, Result Gempak, Experience and skills ada, memang confirm la kena kejar. However, they want me to do an intern for 3-4 month in which i can't, and they sanggup consider my 1 month intern.. heeeeeeeee xD

stay tune;
:)

BORROWING THINGS

Kalau orang tu yang pinjam barang kita, She's the one that is suppose to give it back. Kenapa pula kita yang perlu ambil? Yang meminjam itu is responsible towards the stuff that she borrowed from me. Rosak, Hilang, tolong ganti. Even though we are no more friends. Please and thank you.

Meminjam tetap PINJAM. It is not yours. Bukan duit kau yang diguna. If you say that it is yours because i was neglected/late to take it, than you are considered as stealing my property.

I've been silent for all these years when you started to borrow, hoping that you would realize the fact. Its been 2 years. You know what you should do.

Aku mau pg sana pun susah, nnt conflict la, tarik muka la, tidak kena layan la. Itu yang aku tidak suka. Its either i pick it up and buat duh, or i'll ask someone else to do it for me.

I dislike this.

Space Club

Helo and Alohaaaaaa xD

Last night, me, dinda, jai and andy went to space club at the Asian Heritage site. Well as usual the babes got free entry plus free drinks. I chose coke and Vodka. Vodka i gave it to dinda and andy. I took the coke. Hahaha..

Anyway the boys entry was rm50. We just paid the cover charge and yet we got great tables. Talk about going early to a club. We went there around 11. The place was almost fully booked by people. Luckily we got a really nice set of tables. Ada hikmah dtg awal. In which i myself tidak pernah pigi clubbing that early. Hahahaha xD

Anyway, the club was packed around 12.30 a.m. Lambat they all dtg. Lambat mcm mn pun, The music was GREAT!! Jai can't stop dancing. I can't stop dancing as well. Dinda and her hubby Andy was having a great time. In the end, all of us had a really great time without any alcohol in our bellies. :)

Had so much fun spending time with my jai and also with dinda and andy. xD Next time i know who to bring if i wanna go clubbing again :)

You don't need a large group of people to enter a club. Few close acquaintance would make the night a fun and memorable one :)

Till then:
Stay tune
Deekay xD

Ambuyat case

Greetings and all. Heeeee xD Last monday, this week la. Me, Jai, Dinda and andy went for a little outing. It was fun! Had launch at the BB chicken rice place. After launch, me and dinda planned to go shopping for my baju. And so, we went to sungai wang, while jai and andy went to lowyat with little ayeed. So its like, 2 boys walking around lowyat carrying a baby? how's that sound. Hahahaha. Anyway, had great time with dinda. It was like, she helped me alot in choosing the type of clothes that i wanted. Saya yang mau membeli dia pula yang bersungguh sungguh cari. hahaha.. funneyh~ xD Your such a good friend dinda! hahaha.. Here's a picture of me and dinda.. :)


Taken in Pavilion. After we went shopping and sending off ayeed back home. Hahahaha... side effect of eating ambuyat. Doinaaaa...

Anyhow, while we were waiting for our movie to start at 12.40 A.M, Me, jai, dinda and andy went momom at one of the mamak place around BB. Jalan Kaki la, apa lagi. Hahahaha. And it just stop raining, but still, our clothes a bit wet. Hahaha.. banyak la ambil gambar around pavi. Teda kerja kan, camni la jadi.







And so after the gila-ness. We watch Thor in pavi. Nah kan betul jgk c jai tertidur tidur dlm movie. Hahahahaha... Anywayssss... had fun time with the husband and wife trio (dinda and andy) and also my syg jai!!!.. Hahaha.. hidup and have fun kena steady bha.. xD

YOU ARE NOTHING

Today was A NOT that fullfilling day for me as i found out something shocking.
It happened just now, in the afternoon. I was surfing the net as always la. And so, i sometimes would log in into jai's account in facebook, and would just check out his account. All of a sudden, i clicked on the friend request thing, and it showed me something shocking that i spontaneosly said "Pukimak punya Bangsat". Guess who add Jai? That's right, its that asshole! I called Jai immediately, and Jai told me that it was the second time that person add him. The first one was last night. Jai rejected him straight away. And so, i did what a typically loyal and caring bini would do. Rejected him, for the second time that he add jai, and blocked him straight away. Jai blocked him from my facebook account, and i blocked him from Jai's facebook account. So me and jai are equal. :)

So who's been searching for who exactly? its been more than a year. All i can do and say is. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! PADAN MUKA! YOU DESERVE IT! WHEN I WAS THERE YOU THREW ME, WITH YOUR CULTURE SHOCK BEHAVIOR WITH WOMAN. AND NOW THAT I AM FINALLY HAPPY WITH THE GUY I'M WITH, THERE YOU ARE CAME KNOCKING ON MY DOOR. For your info, that door is never EVER, gonna be opened for YOU! Because YOU ARE NOTHING!

Napa? dengki kau aku bahagia? mana sdh ayam2 kau? teda yang setia sm ko? ko pun 2x5, tidak boleh dipercayai.

My loyalty is for jai. My heart is for Jai only. Because i am faithfull. Is always being faithfull since the beginning. You are nothing compared to Jai. He is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better then you.

so till then;
stay tune
deekay :)

I KNOW WHO'S THE CULPRIT

Same class. trying to kasi "kena" me. Tidak apa satu tanah juga. i am not going to stop nor giving up. Because i know who i am. May GOD give you your judgement.

car incident

it was Yesterday when it all happen. was going to class at usual around 1 p.m in the afternoon. my class starts at 2. so anyway, i got network test that time, i finished early so i went to my car and caught this kancil was so near to it!! tgk2 betul jgk dia p lggr!! left a note on her car.. so she called me, well .. ok i was not suppose to say ayat2 kasar.. and i said sorry n plus dia tidak mengaku that it was her fault. i sent an mms of the incident, baru la she want to slowly adapt to her fault. haih.. later i update pictures of it ... bodoh!!!