Many names been called but only one reference that i would put on him. And that is Sayang. Just like any other relationships, some would prefer to be called mama, or papa, or Ling, or wa and etc... But i stick with only one, 'sayang', because it means alot to me. Sayang is describe as your feelings towards another person. But how come i don's use other names to called my loved ones? It is because, when i use the word 'sayang', i feel the intense feeling of 'love' when i call him. I feel the connection between me and him and that is what matters. That is why i call him sayang. Of course other certain people that i hear calling their loved ones 'sayang' is kinda yucky, but when you yourself experience it, you yourself would realize the feeling that grows in it. But not to the extent where when you said it, your other half would make yucky faces towards you.
Anyway, my finals are coming. Another 4 more weeks. Damn.. :P Ita been raining ever since. Everytime i wash the car, it always rains tomorrow, or at night. So therefore, i'll wash the car when it gets really dirty. I always wash the car on weekends but seemingly that it always rains on weekends. Then i have to delay it till.... wash it when the time is right. Really need to have a cleaning on it. *sigh*...
Its been a year and 5 month since that incident happen. Why am i writing this, its because it is part of my life, and i want to show the world that even though when you are at your lowest wits, there are benefits and opportunity that would come knocking on your door. I did. I met a BETTER man. Who accepts me the way i am, who cherished my inner beauty instead of physical appearence, who farts together with me.. hahahaha and etc... And yea, i have a whole set of future coming right at me. I am happy :)
So anyway, just like those names and names and names that i was talking about. Me too have several names being called. Rianah, Dayang, Mazrianah, Deekay and Baby. :) My sayang calls me Baby. Because i'm his baby :)
I LOVE YOU JAI!!!! HEEEEEEEEEEEE xD
So stay tune..
Deekay
03 March 2011
Nothing is what is seems
Sometimes in life, nothing is what it seems naturally. Things come and they go. Nothing stays permanent. The only thing that stays permanent are the scars made from past experience. :)
sometimes we just have to endure things on its own. A permanent person, that will always be there for you when you need them, could give you strength and the will to move on, instead of problems that they might create.
The Person that i am referring to is Jai. Before i met him, there were countless of measurements of undecent things that has occurred to me. From heart breaks, to liars, and etc... I've learned alot from jai. He taught me alot of things that in reality i my self was unaware of the existence of it. He taught me the art of appreciation, forgiveness and lay low in life. Because, dunia hanyala sementara, akhirat tu selama lamanya. My personality changed a bit, but a lil bit of 'that' attitude still core exist in me. I still find dancing quite enjoyable for me. :)
Owing goodness to some friends are still due. However, if there are no constant connection or communication how will it be done? If they keep on thinking that i am the one who should constantly see them, then what's the point of being friends with them if i keep on wasting oil money, and my time while they just sit quietly? So the best way is, i am happy with someone who could cooperate with me. :)
( KENAPA AKU JAK YG KENA SELALU PERGI SANA? )
Why not them? Before i got a car, i took the bus. The only time they went to my place is when they are sending me back. Hard la like this.
Anyway, experience makes you wiser. And the things that you thought would stay forever, well.. let's just say that, some do... :) and some... don't.
So till then,
Deekay :)
sometimes we just have to endure things on its own. A permanent person, that will always be there for you when you need them, could give you strength and the will to move on, instead of problems that they might create.
The Person that i am referring to is Jai. Before i met him, there were countless of measurements of undecent things that has occurred to me. From heart breaks, to liars, and etc... I've learned alot from jai. He taught me alot of things that in reality i my self was unaware of the existence of it. He taught me the art of appreciation, forgiveness and lay low in life. Because, dunia hanyala sementara, akhirat tu selama lamanya. My personality changed a bit, but a lil bit of 'that' attitude still core exist in me. I still find dancing quite enjoyable for me. :)
Owing goodness to some friends are still due. However, if there are no constant connection or communication how will it be done? If they keep on thinking that i am the one who should constantly see them, then what's the point of being friends with them if i keep on wasting oil money, and my time while they just sit quietly? So the best way is, i am happy with someone who could cooperate with me. :)
( KENAPA AKU JAK YG KENA SELALU PERGI SANA? )
Why not them? Before i got a car, i took the bus. The only time they went to my place is when they are sending me back. Hard la like this.
Anyway, experience makes you wiser. And the things that you thought would stay forever, well.. let's just say that, some do... :) and some... don't.
So till then,
Deekay :)
23 February 2011
one more year
ONE MORE YEAR then i'll be a fresh gradute with a degree. Well my journey will not end there yet. I am pursuing my masters in MBA prolly in Singapore or in UK. After that i'll pursue another degree in LAW. :)
Jai would be offshore-ing when i am pursuing my Masters. Have to tangguh ada anak first. Hehehe. Cause i need him when i am having a child. :)
Degree is EASY!! luckily i am blessed with natural outspoken behavior. If in the next 10 minits you're gonna have a presentation in class, i can wrap it all up for ya. what ever idea comes out from my mind, i'll just say it with lots of "bunga". because that is what presentation is all about. They just want explanation. :)
Birthday coming next month. I wonder what is he planning for me. :) LOVE HIM!!
stay tuned
deekay
Jai would be offshore-ing when i am pursuing my Masters. Have to tangguh ada anak first. Hehehe. Cause i need him when i am having a child. :)
Degree is EASY!! luckily i am blessed with natural outspoken behavior. If in the next 10 minits you're gonna have a presentation in class, i can wrap it all up for ya. what ever idea comes out from my mind, i'll just say it with lots of "bunga". because that is what presentation is all about. They just want explanation. :)
Birthday coming next month. I wonder what is he planning for me. :) LOVE HIM!!
stay tuned
deekay
22 February 2011
ABOUT OFFICE MANAGEMENT
FIRSTLY, it won't get you anywhere.
SECOND, kerja kerani and secretary. Kepala OTAK siapa ckp jd manager trus?!
THIRD, Cuba check kat requirements kerja or intern kat mana2. Ada tak dia tulis SPECIFICALLY OFFICE MANAGEMENT. Tiada kan. Office management and MANAGEMENT course adala BERBEZA!
FOURTH, kerja 10 tahun insentif ngan promotion naik sikit jak. Pastu,tak puas hati ngan income, MENJADILAH LECTURER kepada OM.
FIFTH, org2 yg kata blaja om nie graduate je jadi manager. Pakiu. Drg saje ckp cam tu so that kite x tahu yg kite nie graduate je degree, akan kerja kerani kerajaan yg dah bnyk pencen. Itu la sebab mereka kata bnyk ORGANIZATION nak budak2 OM.. sbb kalau kita apply kerja pun, siapa mau ambil kita?
SIXTH, pernah dgr dr dulu smpy skrg budak om yg successful? Budak Masscom bnyk laaa yg successful and famous.
SEVEN, Dan itu lah kenapa bnyk dak STPM, Dak dari asasi yg x lepas kena bagi course OM. Pointer nak masuk degree OM at least 2.00.. nak g master.. at least 2.75.. Nak dpt dekan pun senang. Berlambak budak2 dpt dekan. DAH X SPECIAL
EIGHT. Paling tinggi pun jadi executive.. apa laa tuuuu
NINE. Cube lihat kat advertisement utk student kat notice board. Asyik2 secretary jaaaakk..
TEN. Nama dulu OM bernama "secretarial" course. SO why the hell changing the name to OM would not make it a secretarial course? ps..Secretary pun blaja HR.. tolong cket eyhhh...
Jadi.. nmpknya.. aku telah menyedari bahawa saya telah silap pilih course. Budak2 yg x sedar, whatever laa.. janji kerja ngan kerajaan di jamin kan.
But for me... NO! i set my views really high. But in the end, i notice ALOT of companies rejected me just because they think that my qualification is not required by the company. And when that happen, i notice that, the course i'm taking is just a waste of my TIME AND EFFORT. If they want a secretary, anybody can be a secretary, skrg nie kita bnyk nmpk budak2 lepasan SPM kerja secretary. Secretary kat PETRONAS tu lepasan dip jak, atau pun budak2 masscom. SO... where are we actually. Oe yea, kita di government sector. In which kerja cam tu la sampai tua.
I saw my EFFORT GONE TO WASTE. However, my dad was the one who wanted me to take this. Mmg senang kalau mau kerja di lembaga hasil or anywhere. BUT I AM NOT INTERESTED IN THAT SHIT!
DAMN should have taken culinary arts or business or anything that i is beneficial for ma and for my future.
Sudah second year, might as well just finish this whole thing up. Another year to go. Or should i quit this and take up law back? Start from scratch. At least i'll be somebody... :P
SECOND, kerja kerani and secretary. Kepala OTAK siapa ckp jd manager trus?!
THIRD, Cuba check kat requirements kerja or intern kat mana2. Ada tak dia tulis SPECIFICALLY OFFICE MANAGEMENT. Tiada kan. Office management and MANAGEMENT course adala BERBEZA!
FOURTH, kerja 10 tahun insentif ngan promotion naik sikit jak. Pastu,tak puas hati ngan income, MENJADILAH LECTURER kepada OM.
FIFTH, org2 yg kata blaja om nie graduate je jadi manager. Pakiu. Drg saje ckp cam tu so that kite x tahu yg kite nie graduate je degree, akan kerja kerani kerajaan yg dah bnyk pencen. Itu la sebab mereka kata bnyk ORGANIZATION nak budak2 OM.. sbb kalau kita apply kerja pun, siapa mau ambil kita?
SIXTH, pernah dgr dr dulu smpy skrg budak om yg successful? Budak Masscom bnyk laaa yg successful and famous.
SEVEN, Dan itu lah kenapa bnyk dak STPM, Dak dari asasi yg x lepas kena bagi course OM. Pointer nak masuk degree OM at least 2.00.. nak g master.. at least 2.75.. Nak dpt dekan pun senang. Berlambak budak2 dpt dekan. DAH X SPECIAL
EIGHT. Paling tinggi pun jadi executive.. apa laa tuuuu
NINE. Cube lihat kat advertisement utk student kat notice board. Asyik2 secretary jaaaakk..
TEN. Nama dulu OM bernama "secretarial" course. SO why the hell changing the name to OM would not make it a secretarial course? ps..Secretary pun blaja HR.. tolong cket eyhhh...
Jadi.. nmpknya.. aku telah menyedari bahawa saya telah silap pilih course. Budak2 yg x sedar, whatever laa.. janji kerja ngan kerajaan di jamin kan.
But for me... NO! i set my views really high. But in the end, i notice ALOT of companies rejected me just because they think that my qualification is not required by the company. And when that happen, i notice that, the course i'm taking is just a waste of my TIME AND EFFORT. If they want a secretary, anybody can be a secretary, skrg nie kita bnyk nmpk budak2 lepasan SPM kerja secretary. Secretary kat PETRONAS tu lepasan dip jak, atau pun budak2 masscom. SO... where are we actually. Oe yea, kita di government sector. In which kerja cam tu la sampai tua.
I saw my EFFORT GONE TO WASTE. However, my dad was the one who wanted me to take this. Mmg senang kalau mau kerja di lembaga hasil or anywhere. BUT I AM NOT INTERESTED IN THAT SHIT!
DAMN should have taken culinary arts or business or anything that i is beneficial for ma and for my future.
Sudah second year, might as well just finish this whole thing up. Another year to go. Or should i quit this and take up law back? Start from scratch. At least i'll be somebody... :P
07 February 2011
S.A.D Its hard to be me.
I'm in my room, on my bed. I cried just now. Everything that i have kept inside me burst out of nowhere. I am secretive, very secretive... not all know my secret, not all now who i am, not all even know how i feel. But one thing that is not "secret" about me is my egoistic appearence.
I'm a loneranger since that accident i had when i was small. I've been feeling alone ever since. That is why i've been with countless of relationship and non of them worked or could even get rid of the loneliness i feel. Yea~ i'm one hell of a depressed women. No shit.. Well i just pray to god that my current relationship now will bring me happiness, instead of another 'stab in the heart'.
Having best friend doesn't suit me. Being friends with girls is an 'okay' for me, but when it gets toooo close, its a no-no for me. Because things won't work the way it plan. I'm not good at having a relationship with girls.. being long-term friends i mean. I find all girls are soooo "gedik".
Well it won't surprise you that i have lots of boy-friends. Because only them would i be comfortable at being myself. weird~
Everyday is the same day. Going to class is like going to a battlefield to my feelings. The students, lecturers, classmates and the others... i don't care about them, all i care is my future. But still, i really hate launch time!. Why won't all my classes end at 12p.m??!!
Parents are getting on my nerve. Obviously you do know how kids nowadays are sooooo dependent on their parents? well, my parents wants me to be independent, in which they did a really good job. Then, when i did a little mistake, sana la tiba2 suruh jgn kerja la wat la. Then fine, if you don't want me to work, then give me money to survive, in which you guys kedekut sgt mau bg. ya i know budget, Guess that you never felt what i feel here. I don't want to go back to kk. Bcz i do not want to sit around the house doing nothing. The pay here in kl for part timers are high, especially in where i work at. So i feel very comfortable staying here. When i graduate and have a stable permanent job, i'll take that car loan out from your hands and handle it. That's the only thing that they are doing for me. For my 'kesenangan' here.
Ada someone in your life pun, sometimes the loneliness rasa jgk. Jadi, mcm mn la nie? Of course i don't want to leave him. I love him for god sake! But still...hmmm... i really think that i need to take some time alone. Reduce the pressure in my life. If my family reads this, mesti they say like this.. "why should you feel pressured? you are not working." Ya obviously i'm not working. And obviously you all do not know that i am being pressured by all of you. Really need to throw this feelings that is being kept in me for quite some time. Soon it will hit me.
Anyway...
chow!
I'm a loneranger since that accident i had when i was small. I've been feeling alone ever since. That is why i've been with countless of relationship and non of them worked or could even get rid of the loneliness i feel. Yea~ i'm one hell of a depressed women. No shit.. Well i just pray to god that my current relationship now will bring me happiness, instead of another 'stab in the heart'.
Having best friend doesn't suit me. Being friends with girls is an 'okay' for me, but when it gets toooo close, its a no-no for me. Because things won't work the way it plan. I'm not good at having a relationship with girls.. being long-term friends i mean. I find all girls are soooo "gedik".
Well it won't surprise you that i have lots of boy-friends. Because only them would i be comfortable at being myself. weird~
Everyday is the same day. Going to class is like going to a battlefield to my feelings. The students, lecturers, classmates and the others... i don't care about them, all i care is my future. But still, i really hate launch time!. Why won't all my classes end at 12p.m??!!
Parents are getting on my nerve. Obviously you do know how kids nowadays are sooooo dependent on their parents? well, my parents wants me to be independent, in which they did a really good job. Then, when i did a little mistake, sana la tiba2 suruh jgn kerja la wat la. Then fine, if you don't want me to work, then give me money to survive, in which you guys kedekut sgt mau bg. ya i know budget, Guess that you never felt what i feel here. I don't want to go back to kk. Bcz i do not want to sit around the house doing nothing. The pay here in kl for part timers are high, especially in where i work at. So i feel very comfortable staying here. When i graduate and have a stable permanent job, i'll take that car loan out from your hands and handle it. That's the only thing that they are doing for me. For my 'kesenangan' here.
Ada someone in your life pun, sometimes the loneliness rasa jgk. Jadi, mcm mn la nie? Of course i don't want to leave him. I love him for god sake! But still...hmmm... i really think that i need to take some time alone. Reduce the pressure in my life. If my family reads this, mesti they say like this.. "why should you feel pressured? you are not working." Ya obviously i'm not working. And obviously you all do not know that i am being pressured by all of you. Really need to throw this feelings that is being kept in me for quite some time. Soon it will hit me.
Anyway...
chow!
04 January 2011
NEW YEAR 2011
2011, A year with big opportunities and prosperous luck and wisdom. :)
A year has gone by with little endurance but with lots of memories to be cherished. 2010 is what left of my past. And i hope to bring forth better joy and happiness in this 2011 year.
i've been through alot last year. And i overcome all that with a huge tanks to everyone. Because it has helped me build a stronger self esteem, a broader experience and a wiser maturity. Oh and yea, last year was the year i first got a part time job. It was hellish because i never worked before. But the longer i work, the more the work seems to be enjoyable for me. :) At least i get to learn different set of behavior amongst people... a huge and broader range of behavior instead of those typical students behavior. :) It helped be alot in being mature as i have met countless of immature people during work. So yea, i handled it quite good, and i'm proud of myself.. :)
This year i'm gonna focus more on my studies. No more playing around like last sem during my third semester, although i did get and ok results with my lazy attitude i bring forth last semester. :) surprisingly it was above my expectations when i got my results out.. :P
Happy anniversary to me and jai!!!! although it was 12 days ago.... on the 23rd of December 2010.. hehehe... a good year followed with better luck and joy for both of us.. :) Oh and my hair is freaking long!! I kept it long.. it is hip length :) woohoo!!
pictures of 2010 :)
ya i know sikit jak pictures.. hihihi.. because we're not that photo freak sgt.. :)
How's your new year 2010 goes?? i hope it is a memorable one.. :)
Me and jai went to klcc to see the fireworks.. as usuall, same as last year.. :P but before that, we went to ikea to have some meatball.. yummm~.. after that for dinner, we went sushi!!!! jai so funny when it comes to sushi.. bcz teda bau, so he only ate one plate.. then he said kenyang.. hihihi. :P
So yea.. here's our new year evening together.. :)
so the fire works was AMAZING!!! better then last year. But jai said last year was better than this years fireworks. We got the most amazing spot to view the fireworks.. and it was awesome. Me and jai was blowing the vuvuzela and making loud noises when the maxis tower clock strikes 00.00.. Just when it strikes midnight, the fireworks emerge.. there were many tourists too. They were all yelling "woooooooot!!" out loud.. they sure had their time too.. :)
And yes my hand is bigger then klcc.. :P perasan.. hihi
till then..
stay tune..
deekay.. :)
A year has gone by with little endurance but with lots of memories to be cherished. 2010 is what left of my past. And i hope to bring forth better joy and happiness in this 2011 year.
i've been through alot last year. And i overcome all that with a huge tanks to everyone. Because it has helped me build a stronger self esteem, a broader experience and a wiser maturity. Oh and yea, last year was the year i first got a part time job. It was hellish because i never worked before. But the longer i work, the more the work seems to be enjoyable for me. :) At least i get to learn different set of behavior amongst people... a huge and broader range of behavior instead of those typical students behavior. :) It helped be alot in being mature as i have met countless of immature people during work. So yea, i handled it quite good, and i'm proud of myself.. :)
This year i'm gonna focus more on my studies. No more playing around like last sem during my third semester, although i did get and ok results with my lazy attitude i bring forth last semester. :) surprisingly it was above my expectations when i got my results out.. :P
Happy anniversary to me and jai!!!! although it was 12 days ago.... on the 23rd of December 2010.. hehehe... a good year followed with better luck and joy for both of us.. :) Oh and my hair is freaking long!! I kept it long.. it is hip length :) woohoo!!
pictures of 2010 :)
ya i know sikit jak pictures.. hihihi.. because we're not that photo freak sgt.. :)
How's your new year 2010 goes?? i hope it is a memorable one.. :)
Me and jai went to klcc to see the fireworks.. as usuall, same as last year.. :P but before that, we went to ikea to have some meatball.. yummm~.. after that for dinner, we went sushi!!!! jai so funny when it comes to sushi.. bcz teda bau, so he only ate one plate.. then he said kenyang.. hihihi. :P
So yea.. here's our new year evening together.. :)
so the fire works was AMAZING!!! better then last year. But jai said last year was better than this years fireworks. We got the most amazing spot to view the fireworks.. and it was awesome. Me and jai was blowing the vuvuzela and making loud noises when the maxis tower clock strikes 00.00.. Just when it strikes midnight, the fireworks emerge.. there were many tourists too. They were all yelling "woooooooot!!" out loud.. they sure had their time too.. :)
And yes my hand is bigger then klcc.. :P perasan.. hihi
till then..
stay tune..
deekay.. :)
17 November 2010
I MISS HIM
I really miss Jai. I thought about him when i was working. I thought about him when i'm driving. I thought about him when i'm eating. I thought about him when i was walking around. I thought about him when i was surfing the net. I thought about him everyday. And i thought about him right now. How i miss you so much syg. I NEED YOU BHAAA!!! huhuhu..
I saw this really preety leather wallet. I think it might suit my syg. Gonna exchange gifts nanti new year. hehehe... kan syg ;) hehehe
I love him so much!
Thank god that he's okay. He was sick for the past 3 days. Was so worried about him. Syukur alhamdullah that he is ok. I love you so much syg. xD.. hehehe..
Mau kasi gumuk lagi c jai. You just wait tau syg.. hehehe..
I am having fun with my work now. My goal is to get as much as customer that i can get. ;) because i'm a part timer. If i'm a full timer lain la. Best pula nie karja tau. ;P...
I miss him so much laaaa!!! huhuhu... need him with me right now..
sigh* k la.. the eyes are sleepy. Telling me to go shut it down now.. haha
bha k la,
till then;
stay tune
deekay.. xD
I saw this really preety leather wallet. I think it might suit my syg. Gonna exchange gifts nanti new year. hehehe... kan syg ;) hehehe
I love him so much!
Thank god that he's okay. He was sick for the past 3 days. Was so worried about him. Syukur alhamdullah that he is ok. I love you so much syg. xD.. hehehe..
Mau kasi gumuk lagi c jai. You just wait tau syg.. hehehe..
I am having fun with my work now. My goal is to get as much as customer that i can get. ;) because i'm a part timer. If i'm a full timer lain la. Best pula nie karja tau. ;P...
I miss him so much laaaa!!! huhuhu... need him with me right now..
sigh* k la.. the eyes are sleepy. Telling me to go shut it down now.. haha
bha k la,
till then;
stay tune
deekay.. xD
14 November 2010
not going back
It is quite sad that i'm not able to go back kk. Got a job in One Utama at Braun Buffel. Malas mau balik kk pun ada. Of course there are interesting places that could throw my bored-ness away. However, i felt rather "pilu" leaving this place. I wanna have a life here. In a way i'd already had one, *sigh* so much for self efficacy :P.
Anyway, i'm gonna start work as soon as possible. Oh yea, before i forgot, to those who are searching for jobs, there's alot of openings here in OU. Forever 21 is searching for recruits part time and also full time. Then there's The Island shop, also looking for recruits part and full time. Zara too is searching. Quicsilver is searching for recruiters too. Topman is not looking so boo!! Almost all of the boutiques are opening for recruiters. Its a walk-in interview, anyone interested? make your choice of the variety boutiques that is available.
I miss my jai. I wonder what's he doin'.. :(
willmissyoualways! xD
stay tune:
deekay :)
Anyway, i'm gonna start work as soon as possible. Oh yea, before i forgot, to those who are searching for jobs, there's alot of openings here in OU. Forever 21 is searching for recruits part time and also full time. Then there's The Island shop, also looking for recruits part and full time. Zara too is searching. Quicsilver is searching for recruiters too. Topman is not looking so boo!! Almost all of the boutiques are opening for recruiters. Its a walk-in interview, anyone interested? make your choice of the variety boutiques that is available.
I miss my jai. I wonder what's he doin'.. :(
willmissyoualways! xD
stay tune:
deekay :)
13 November 2010
cinta mati
bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku rindu.
bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku cinta,
masihkah mungkin,
hatimu berkenan,
menerima hatiku,
untukmu.
cintaku sedalam samudera,
setinggi langit di angkasa,
kepadamu.
cintaku sebesar dunia,
seluas jagad raya ini,
kepadamu.
bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku rindu.
bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku cinta,
masihkah mungkin,
hatimu berkenan,
menerima hatiku,
untukmu.
cintaku sedalam samudera,
setinggi langit di angkasa,
kepadamu.
cintaku sebesar dunia,
seluas jagad raya ini,
kepadamu.
Bagaimana caranya,
agar kau mengerti,
bahawaku, mencintaimu, selamanya,
Bagaimana caranya,
agar kau mengerti,
bahawaku, merinduimu, selamanya,
cintaku sedalam samudera,
setinggi langit di angkasa,
kepadamu.
cintaku sebesar dunia,
seluas jagad raya ini,
kepadamu.
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku rindu.
bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku cinta,
masihkah mungkin,
hatimu berkenan,
menerima hatiku,
untukmu.
cintaku sedalam samudera,
setinggi langit di angkasa,
kepadamu.
cintaku sebesar dunia,
seluas jagad raya ini,
kepadamu.
bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku rindu.
bagaimana caranya untuk,
agar kau mengerti bahawa,
aku cinta,
masihkah mungkin,
hatimu berkenan,
menerima hatiku,
untukmu.
cintaku sedalam samudera,
setinggi langit di angkasa,
kepadamu.
cintaku sebesar dunia,
seluas jagad raya ini,
kepadamu.
Bagaimana caranya,
agar kau mengerti,
bahawaku, mencintaimu, selamanya,
Bagaimana caranya,
agar kau mengerti,
bahawaku, merinduimu, selamanya,
cintaku sedalam samudera,
setinggi langit di angkasa,
kepadamu.
cintaku sebesar dunia,
seluas jagad raya ini,
kepadamu.
09 November 2010
Just live your life
Its been such a long time since i wrote anything in my blog. Due to my lembap-ness of my laptop and also due to the forever burden of gaining password for my wireless.. huhuhu... malas bha. Anyway, one more paper left for my final. This coming thursday 11.11.2010 is my last paper and i am really looking forward to it. Pelik.. hahaha..
Anyway, bullshits and craps is happening to me this third semester. Makin malas. And i do not know why. hahaha.. I really don't care about my pointers, but i really can't let it go down below 3. Maintaining it up above 3.3 is my target. Increasing it above 3.5 will be the target when i'm in part 4 or 5.. part 5 la.. part 4 mcm dpt rasa masih malas.. hahaha... :P
I miss my jai.. i really do miss him.. huhu... can't wait for this hellish semester to finish. I can't wait.. hehehe... got plans maaaa...
I wonder why do people sanggup gadai kawan over money. Is it rational or irrational. I find it silly and sometimes confusing its bcz we spend a lot of time with that person, helping them and all that, but in the end, the friendship turns sour. Well, i'm the type of person who really like to TEST on people in DIFFERENT WAYS I CAN THINK OF. It may sound and hurt real bad, but that's how you know whether or not that person is truly your friend, to see how they react and to see whether or not they are true to their words and the relationship of being friends. Some turn out amazing, while some turn out in dismay and in disappointment. :(... how could people be that way. If they say the way they handle things are different then others, tapi gadai friendship to memang nampak sgt la not worth it kan being friends. An analysis i made is, MATA DUITAN. Demi duit sggp berkorban untuk bunuh friendship. I'm heart broken. P.S, i'm still making the test a bit longer.<--(tips)
Anyway, really need to be going now. Study,study and more study. Can't wait for new year. PD here i come. Mentang2 sdh ada krita.. hahaha :P
Anyway, bullshits and craps is happening to me this third semester. Makin malas. And i do not know why. hahaha.. I really don't care about my pointers, but i really can't let it go down below 3. Maintaining it up above 3.3 is my target. Increasing it above 3.5 will be the target when i'm in part 4 or 5.. part 5 la.. part 4 mcm dpt rasa masih malas.. hahaha... :P
I miss my jai.. i really do miss him.. huhu... can't wait for this hellish semester to finish. I can't wait.. hehehe... got plans maaaa...
I wonder why do people sanggup gadai kawan over money. Is it rational or irrational. I find it silly and sometimes confusing its bcz we spend a lot of time with that person, helping them and all that, but in the end, the friendship turns sour. Well, i'm the type of person who really like to TEST on people in DIFFERENT WAYS I CAN THINK OF. It may sound and hurt real bad, but that's how you know whether or not that person is truly your friend, to see how they react and to see whether or not they are true to their words and the relationship of being friends. Some turn out amazing, while some turn out in dismay and in disappointment. :(... how could people be that way. If they say the way they handle things are different then others, tapi gadai friendship to memang nampak sgt la not worth it kan being friends. An analysis i made is, MATA DUITAN. Demi duit sggp berkorban untuk bunuh friendship. I'm heart broken. P.S, i'm still making the test a bit longer.<--(tips)
Anyway, really need to be going now. Study,study and more study. Can't wait for new year. PD here i come. Mentang2 sdh ada krita.. hahaha :P
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